Do You Want...??

Out of curiosity, I asked Kyrell this question after we showered, with him lying on the bed, waiting for me to wear his PJs...


Mummy : Kyrell, do you want mummy to have another baby?
Kyrell : (shake head)
Mummy : Do you want a didi?
Kyrell : (shake head)
Mummy : Do you want a meimei?
Kyrell : (shake head)
Mummy : Do you like didi or meimei?
Kyrell : (did not response)
Thinking that he may not understand what I was trying to say, I tried again..
Mummy : Do you want mummy have another baby? (touched my tummy)
Kyrell : Mummy have Kyrell (pats his own chest)



Aww.... tears immediately welled up and I felt "sourisly" deep in my heart!!! Can he get any sweeter? My darling! My baby!! Mummy loves you!!!!!


Actually this question was not post merely for fun, I do not want to stop at one, definitely would like to give Kyrell a sibling(s) but the time is not right to go for #2 now, there is no caregiver....


But I do have my reserve...

Caan I give as much love and time to #2 as I have given Kyrell?


Will I neglect Kyrell when #2 comes along?

Will I play favourtism subconsciously?


How do I divide my time with more than 1 child + work + take care of mum + doing housechores??


I do not want to think about it manz... will take things when it comes along. Right now, I have this words from Kyrell to chew on, I'm contented, I'm blessed~


>_<


(I asked Kyrell again, shortly after, and he seems to ok with the thought and kinda prefer a meimei over didi, hubby also asked him, he did not say much but did not say no either)